Erlow! :) Didn't post about ytd. idc . Anyways, ytd I went out with NABABA!! and Jewel~ only. But it was fun :D I tot I couldn't go out. But I did. Must wait my mum go home and clean the room and the cat's room . So happy get to meet Najiba! I very lazy wanna upload pics. We went "Borders" and I was surprised that Najiba is reading the uh.. dunno what book. While I was still in book 2. Jewel also. LOL. Then went "KFC" eat. I bought "Snackers" with Najiba. Jewel bought "Shrooms Burger" . Then went arcade! :D They got their own "Time-Zone" platinum/gold card..(I dunno which one). Then played cars with Najiba. Then Jewel and Najiba play shooting game. Bored so I texted Shafiq. =.='... BLAHCXZ. Then Najiba gtg then I oso gtg like 5 liddat. Najiba going "Genting" !! NNOOOOOOOO!! T_T.. Sad. Then when I got home, my cousins and aunties and uncles were at home. My cousins were obviously in the room. Then the 'adults' were outside. They were all "Merayap eh..." (Translated in English "Go out eh.." lols) to me and you know you feel if adults like say those things to you. Haiz.. But it was fun. I went to my room then they all playing "Monopoly" while my sis played the com. Then we moved to "Scrabble". LOL We played anyhow de.. Then at 8+ liddat we talk about ghost stories and it was like DAMN FREAKING FUN. About their experiences. So cool. Then thats all for ytd.
Today woke up. My grandma was going to "Johor" with my uncle when he cancelled cos he can't find his passport and I was like, "WTH~" LOL. Then go down but things. Then my sis found out that the korean show started from 8.30am to like 1.30pm. We watched from 10am. And was like, wasted damn a lot of time sleeping and buying things. Then have to fetch my cousin, Nadi (his nickname) , from "Madrasah" (religious school) at 12.45pm. I follow him to his house :D Then ok la. Ate nth much as I wasn't that hungry. Watched and introduced to my cousin the "Annoying Orange". lol! I started being damn freaking bored that I asked my sis to go edy le. So we go off at about 4pm. My sis had to go to her friend's birthday party at 6pm and I was like FREAKING HAPPY SIA. Now she still haven't go home yet. Then went "Audition" fb, and msn when Siti was online. We talked. IT WAS FREAKING FUN. :D I miss her. We talked alot...Then played audi again. Then offline cos my friend gtg. I DAMN FREAKING lazy to do my girl guide project sia...Then Siti signed off edy. We talk and talk and talk about our experiences. And ya know what? I keep SNEEZING! And my eyes hurt to death! X_X In msn I found out that I nvr add some ppl and I dunno them. So I deleted them. Then later got one guy gimme wesite but I knew I already delete the person. And I also already knew that the website is not safe. So I just ignored.
My life is everyday boring. And I'm so tired . angry . sad . frustrated . in love . upset . hurt . left out .bored.. I write this very formally and abit informal in the way of not typing short-form. I'm always lonely cos I know that I am very anti-social. But I have to face the fact. Its what we call,destiny. I wish my life was enchanted..It'll be freaking great! :\ Today I like cried a lot of times cos of my experience..:x gonna keep my mouth shut about that. I was being freaking emo and I was dying in a bad way.. like I wanna commit suicide. My life suckxzs. Everyday is a bad day. No improvement in my life. Just because of 'you' I've totally changed. Even everyone said so. I can't be back to normal. Nothing can change. I started being unhappy. I dunno why. I think its that you're not mine. And I think I'm jealous. And I cann't change to my old self :\ . I think thats all.. Byes! :\ I HATE MY LIFE!
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